goooingcrrrazy

Since its 12:33 am Monday January 9th it is the beginning of my last week of college. I am finally finishing college!!!! yay so excited! Although I am excited I am also very apprehensive because I feel like now I am essentially an adult. I am not a college student anymore its weird I feel like I am getting old....Although I am only finishing with an associates and not with my bachelors I still feel very accomplished. I really don't care what the rest of my family thinks or anyone else. I am not failing or giving up I think I am making a wise choice. The past 2 years have been stressful and expensive enough. To go for my bachelors I am only g

I miss my best friend and it sucks..... Sometimes you don't realize how much people mean to you until you don't have them there to talk to.

I got a new notebook!!!! I'm really excited because I haven't written in a long time. Since I have a lot more free time now that I am not working I feel like I have been able to recapture the hobbies I used to enjoy doing before I had a crazy schedule of working full time and being in college full time. Writing has always been my way of releasing my feelings and actually getting them out the way I would like to. Unfortunately verbal words don't come to easy for me because I seem to criticize what I am going to say too much and loose the moment. A constant battle I have greatly improved on but still moving forward. Anyways my notebook is all l